Writing

     Writing helps me express my thoughts and makes me feel free about everything. When I write the environment has to be quiet and I have to be in the moment. Sometimes people write about things that really never occured but when I write it comes from the heart. Writing is in my feelings that I always hold back. Sometimes I dream about it and sometimes I think it so I put it on paper. When I write it comes from past experiences in passion and my memories. Writing hides everywhere in my life, it allows me to  open up and reveal my feelings. I mainly write poems because with poems you have a little more freedom and it doesn't have to necessarily be structured. If I write for no reason what I'm trying to say  will never get found. That is why I always write with passion and excitement. For example, when I wrote about betryal once it wasn't the most exciting topic but I made it exciting because you could feel what I was saying and going through. When you see me walking down the street everyday you will never no my history or my past but when you read my writing everything will be revealed.

     Life is a rollercoaster and it will bring you around a couple of times until you can actually realize where it is taking you. There has been many struggles in my life some big and some small. Too many times people have told me that I was not capable of things and I have always ignored them. Other times people have talked about me behind my back but I still manage to smile. My grandmother always told me to fight  people with my pretty smile. Don't get me wrong there are times when I want to say words and maybe sometimes show action but I always have been the type of person to walk away.
     There is a difference between a weak and a strong person. A weak person has adverstiy and doesn't accept challenges but a strong person has the same adversities and accepts those challenges while becoming a stronger individual. To help get through challenges, tears always help me. Some people say crying is for the weak but in my opinion crying makes you feel better on the inside. It is okay to feel pain. Laughing also cures a person from a tough situation and I always laugh when I'm going through something. People would never know that I'm struggling, its not that I try to hide my pain it just makes me feel better. Laughter, crying, and a beautiful smile is a cure to all tough situations.
     God never puts you through a situation that he knows you can't bare. I always call on him in time of need and I wait for his voice and he answers me. Through pain and struggle I become a stronger person. Never fight obstacles, endure them, because God will you through.

High School Days

      My high school experience was very interesting from freshmen year to senior year. Freshmen year I was really nervous, I had my head hanging down and could never really look the upper classmen in their eye. I always stayed on top of my books but nobody would have ever known because of my insecurity. The upper classmen were so intimidating, the way they stood posted on there lockers popping their gum in the most annoying way and they were always late for class. I promised myself I would never act like that when I was a senior.
      Sophmore year was a little better, but not the best year. I became part of the basketball team and everyone was starting to know me. However, I still stayed was locked in my shell. I never really did anything except go to school, play basketball and go home. Honestly, I was considered a lame.
      Junior year, was my best year. My shell started to slowly crack open. My voice started to become loud and I didn't hold my tounge for anybody. I developed my personality, many people started to hang and become cool with me. Teachers even started to know my name, and my grades were great even though they were never bad. My social life was the main thing that increased. People started to invite me to parties, and I even got my first real boyfriend.
     Senior year was also a good year. Mainly because I slacked off, my homework was done at the last minute honestly everyday. Although I slacked off, I still passed. Graduation and prom was fun and very intereting, nothing crazy happened, I was just laughing at both events the entire time. Yes, I was laughing not crying at graduation. Overall my high school experience was amazing, it got me out of my shell and helped me with my personality.

Jurassic Park

     Jurassic Park was very interesting, however it made me very skeptical. I didn't like the fact that they cloned dinosaurs to create different genes for another dinosaur. That in a way made me upset because it seemed as if they were playing with God. God creates genetics so that a person or even an dinosaur can have an unique quality about themselves. I also didn't like that how they used blood from mosiquitos, so the dinosaurs could get their DNA. That was honestly weird, I didn't understand why they took DNA from a diminutive mosquito, that showed that they were that desperate to create something new.

     Even though there were many things that I didn't life, I did like a couple of things. It was very interesting to me how the dinosaur could change the sex while they were in the egg. Although that is still fraud it still entertained me. When the dinosaurs almost attacked the children, that had me on the edge of my seat. The little boy was comical with his smart remarks and his joyous attitude. The girl on the other hand I didn't like to much, it seemed as if she thought she new everything but in reality she didn't. Though I didn't agree with how they created different dinosaurs by cloning and switching DNA, I was on the edge of my seat the entire movie.  I must say it entertained me; however it wasn't a great movie but I would recommend it to a six year old.

First Day

My alarm suddenly went off at 8am as I streghthed my arms, slowly climbing down from the top of my bunk bed. As my thoughts started to clear I realized that I didn't have class until 12pm, however I still wanted to get up and enjoy the campus before class started. A million thoughts were going through my head. What are the professors like? Will I have to do a 10pg paper for the first day? Will my professors like me? You can say I was extremely nervous. As 12pm quickly arrived my nerves soon went away. My first class was amazing, class was let out early. Professor Wright's class was an overview of what the semester was going to be like. Finally I had my last class of the day which was the most interesting. As the Professor walked in, her right brow raised slightly higher than her left as she clicked her pen walking to her podium. She never told us her name but she did say she expected alot out of the class. As my nerves suddenly came back, the hair on my arms started to come up. At the end of the class she promised us that we will become better writers if we put the work in.

     Personally, I was not expecting the day I had. I thought all of my professors would be snotty and stuck up. However, they did not seem like that at all, they were helpful and very enjoyable. My first day has me looking forwad to the rest of the year, I am determined to stay focused so that I can make my college experience a sucess.